1.19.2011

xX 2 0 1 1 RESOLUTIONS. Xx

1) $AVE MONEY! At least 10K PL$... =S

2) DO CHARITY WORK! Donations doesn't count. ;)

3) START HAIR ACCESSORIES BIZ WITH MUM! For Love & For Money. =)

4) TOYBOY TO GAIN 5KG! He's way too skinny & sickly. :(

5) EXCERCISE!!! To tone up. Getting old & droopy. =X

GoodLuck*,
Dii.

11:26 PM

12.15.2010

xX [it's] my D E C E M B E R . Xx

D e c e m b er . my ultimate favorite month of the entire year. where all good things come true. Birthdays. Cakes. Holidays. Vacation trip with Him. AW$. Xmas. Pressies. Champagne. NYE. oooohh lalaa.

time for NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!

. . .

okz i changed my mind. lemme enjoy my december 1st then we'll talk about that next year. ain't too late anyway. i need time to brainstorm too. 1st i'll need to locate my brain then wait for a storm to come. or create one. since im quite good at it. pfffff.

how about... my TWENTY-EIGHT freaking Birthday Wishes!

01. - 25. >> ALL material stuff. Detailed list of items can be emailed to you by request. Warning : Don't ask. unless you are getting for me. =X
26. > my toyboy to be happy, healthy & wealthy.
27. > my parents & grandparents to be even more happier, healthier & wealthier.
28. > fantabulous rosters! lemme enjoy my last 2 years pls.

okz. that was quicker than i thought.

anyways, HAPPY XMAS TO ALL & Merry Birthday to ME.

xoxo,
Dii Birthdae Queen.

9:48 AM

4.29.2010

xX Three. xX

[is] the number of years we are gonna enjoy our space & freedom. for delaying our baby plans, thank you. & i mean it. Seeing is Believing. all da babies & kids outta nowhere. i don't think im ready for all the crap. the only reason i wanted to be preggx is to QUIT THE JOB. what a convenient excuse, i thought.

LAME. to da max.

cox the fullstop doesn't stop there & then. spare the boringgg details. used to LOVE kids. but people DO change. i LIKE them now. but truth is, they are nothing but hassle. of cox they do make u smile & warmth your heart & cute & adorable... thats becox they don't poo/pee at e wrong time, learn to cry less & swallow their pukes. ;)

yes, GOD's Gift. i know. don't mean to be rude or calling the god damn grapes sour. overdose of things/peeps/food/repeating emotions makes me sick. as easily as i get boredzzz of my life. it would never be perfect. with or without, theres always something incomplete. for me, at least. how others lead their so-called perfect life doesn't neccessarily means its the kind of life i want. im ODD. & you will never figure me out. EVER. ;) im a freakinggg chameleon. now, which girl is not? say one thing today & do another the next. haa. Great Pretenders. talk is soooo cheap. admit it! we are all (mostly) a bunch of >>Materialistic Chameleons!<<

SOOO, don't act clever. shhhhHHH! now.. which is more annoying? Act SMART or Act DUMB? in this case.. the latter would be a more comforting choice.

xoxo,
ur beloved tyrant bitch.
youknowyouloveme*

10:03 PM

4.15.2010

xX Dii. Metamorphosis Exigency. xX

my soul is screaming for it.

stagnating... it stinks. sux. & whatever icky S word deemed appropriate. i want a REBIRTH.
Sophistication Artlessness is NOT my game. for my easily disinterested furious mind deviate effortlessly as soon as i slack into passive zone. weak, yes. i have a serious issue dealing with the same old shit everyday. gimme a change. surprise me.

Simplicity is good. & enough. to some. god bless them.
BUT im not going to Hell doing otherwise. HE gave me a LIFE & i shall choose how to live it.. & i wanna live it good. my kind of good. thou shall not judge.

1/2 my life gone... wouldn't affirm it as a waste. yet i secretly wannabe someone else. a new look. a new house. a new job. a new life. at this point of time, you would prolly expect a.. 'new man'. apologies for the faux pas. he's prolly the only item that keeps me fascinated & i reckon its a good sign.

so, tell me. when?

4:15 AM

4.14.2010

xX Insomnia xX

F.R.I.D.A.Y seemed F O R E V E R r r r r. . .
slept. ate. surfed. blogged. slept. again. stoned. amused by stoopid crap videos.
would love to literally KILL time. MORE!

its T.U.E.S.D.A.Y still.

why do i have this bad feeling im drowning my life away.. for nutx.
i think bull & stoned most of the time.. while others.. hmm.
should i be blithe 'bout it?
i might as well do.. its a rather gratifying thought.

lemme KILL & FREEZE. as i wished. my magical fingers & my lil enchanted crazie mind...

its bedtime.

dreamzZz.
i miss vivieeee. & her daddy. kizzHUGzLuv*

3:57 AM

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